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Friday, May 20, 2011

The Girl of Bark: She is Finding Courage, Do You Believe in her?

She is the girl
dressed in bark
hidden from the world
but she is finding courage
to set her self free

she has always stayed in the dark
weaving poems, writing songs
and playing the music of the trees
she has always known her worth
but felt compelled to stay Hidden
she is breaking through
and feeling the sunlight

She knows she Belongs even if she has never
quite "fit in" anywhere
Her empowered space is her Own
she is finding courage to bring it all to the open space
she is finding peace and finding home



she must shed the bark she wears around her Heart
and even the birds tell her to fly
and talk to the world again
The Red Sunflowers speak and fill her with the Passion
to feel the sun again, to speckle her pale mask

She must let it all flow now
and Become the Outbreath
For she has been hidden for too long
she had almost forgotten her Song
she is finding courage
she is finding courage
I can finally see her..
She is finding courage
do you believe in her...?
I always knew she belonged
I always knew One day she would Belong.
Lyrics~Victoria Pettella


sometimes we hide from the world
sometimes from fear, sometimes from habit
sometimes we lock away who we are
from others and the world
we dilute our light, we do not shine
sometimes we need inner strength
sometimes we have forgotten ourselves
sometimes we feel unworthy of love
And sometimes we Know our worth but still hold back
sometimes going Inward and Being Still
is Perfect and Divine
and sometimes it becomes too deepset
and we shut out the world....and disappear



In my life there have been times where I have shut off myself
from the Outside World
At times this was Divine and Healing
others times it became isolating and unbalanced
This painting brought me to a place where I acknowledged
those times where I knew it no longer felt right to Stay Hidden
and it was time to celebrate my inner spirit
and let that part of me be free to shine and be Revealed

Sometimes we need courage to show who we are
especially when we know it is not the "norm"
or what others are used to
sometimes we feel different ...
but there are many out there who are the same
and waiting to break free

There are times when I hid away or diluted my Light..
not truly showing up fully in life..and there came a point
where that began to feel very wrong.
This painting is celebrating the idea of Breaking Through 
from a Hidden Realm and Embracing yourself on the Outside world
and allowing others to Fully see you...
moving out from the darkness to the light.

There have been times where being out in the open space
has made me very uncomfortable and it was something that I needed to heal..
I got very used to hiding in the shadows
and felt more powerful being in the backdrop..
so challenging myself more and more to be out into the OPEN
is a place where my wings needed to feel empowered to find their way...

I dedicate this painting to all of you out there
who have ever felt different..
or knew they needed to break through
..and feel the Outbreath of Life Flow through them
without trying to stop it's power..
we are often afraid of our empowered selves..
or even just allowing that to be seen..and claiming who we are

If you Know your Power or Light..do not hold it back..ever!
I look back on the times I did this..
I hope this painting brings you Joy, peace, empowerment..
Courage...letting yourself feel celebration for who you are
setting your spirit free
allowing yoursef to be All that you came here to be
and loving that unique journey you are on

Symbolic Paintings for Healing and Empowerment

When I first began painting this..It felt quite childlike..
and I had no idea what was coming through...
By the end of it I realized I had painted a part of myself..a part of me that was healing..

sometimes these paintings come through to acknowledge things in your life..I thanked the Girl in Bark for showing her self to me and what I once was...
Her message to me..was simple..To Feel the Harmony of being Free.

The girl has become so connected to the hidden world she has become like bark..she cuts herself off from people and relates more to the birds, creatures and trees and her inner world
She has forgotten her connection to the outside world to a point
where it became unhealthy. She has caged herself.
She needs to see her value in the open space
and not just in the hidden space.


Power Symbols

The Red Mexican Sunflowers are vibrant, passionate
and full of the Dance of life..coaxing her out in the sunlight...
turning her hair red with creative passion and the Fire of Life.
...the bird shows her what freedom feels like and reminds her of her Song..
The Sun comes down to greet her..
and offering her Divine sun-seeds of the light to nourish her
and bring even more Empowerment.


This painting wishes to bring harmony..
and to set yourself free again and again...
especially when it is hard..set yourself free..
there is truly nothing to fear in the open space.

We all have courage within us..
it is not something you have to find...
it is already there..just step out into the Light 
and embrace the space, know that you Are Love......... 
and there is nothing to ever fear when you remember that!




I know.....
for I was Once
The Girl of Bark




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Thankyou for visiting my realm 
and adding your Magic here always!
Victoria



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49 comments:

art2cee2 said...

I just love the mystery in your beautiful paintings! :-)

Lynne Moncrieff said...

Hi
I have to agree with the previous comment. There is such a sense of mystery to your artwork.
Wishes
Lynne

My Grama's Soul said...

Good morning Kiki....this piece is so very inspiring. As usual...i really relate to what you have written and painted.

xo

Jo

Jessie said...

Beautiful image, lovely words, thankyou Victoria. :) xx

renilde said...

Beautiful thoughts and meaning behind this painting, I love the red sunflowers and wish the girl of bark lots of courage,she will be loved just as she is,xx

Netty said...

You always write such beautiful dialogue which totally enhances the appeal of your painting. I love your stories alongside your art, it makes them so very special. Thank you for sharing your beautiful words and art. Happy PPF, Annette x

EVA said...

She is beautiful!! I'm betting her courage will come, maybe when the sorrow I get from the painting disperses a bit.

Sacred Yoli said...

It's official, I am a fan! Your work and story telling are truly beautiful.

Kim said...

Victoria, this brought tears to my eyes. Thank you for sharing a piece of your heart with us.

I relate to your words so very much. I have always felt more of connection to nature, the birds, and my own inner world than I do to the "outer world". I have always struggled with feeling a bit "different" than everyone else, and just not completely belonging to any one time or place.

It's a process, isn't it?

Blessings, kindred friend.

PS..you're painting is lovely, as usual!

laurie said...

I've just found you from the PPF, I'm your newest follower,, beautiful work,, the colors are so vibrant,, just wonderful!

Julie Prichard said...

Gorgeous! Happy PPF!

La Abela said...

Victoria is a beautiful picture full of magic and light, certainly has something of your spirit
Your words are true, we all feel different sometimes, especially the artists and let our soul in what we do.
Un cariñoso abrazo, I`m happy to meet you

Gloria said...

Your paintings are always so inspirational. You are part of the reason I keep trying to better my painting. You just inspire us all. She is beautiful, the canvas is full of vibrant color and I want to just jump in there and hold her hand to bring her harmony.:) Happy PPF!

Magic Love Crow said...

Victoria, this painting, out of all your paintings, really spoke to me! Thank-you! Have a magical weekend ;o)

Tammie said...

I LOVE your idea of the lady that lives in the bark, shared with all your wisdom and painted with deep feeling, tenderness and beauty. So lovely.

Kristin Dudish said...

Such a beautiful painting (I love the colors and softness of line) and a wonderful dedication... Thank you.

xo
Kristin

Carrie Wachter~Martinez said...

Victoria, this painting is so beautiful...the colors, her downward gaze, the reds and blue sky, the shading in the hair...perfect. Then there are the words, which you have communicated as if you were telling my story...I have spent a lifetime feeling different, hiding my truth, diluting my sparkle, because of fear, the desire to be understood, the need for love. My tarot lifetime archetype is the Hermit (so I'm doomed from the start!). I've learned many theories over the years to explain why I am "different" (introvert, indigo child, psychic sensitivity, empath, etc). Only recently have I finally accepted who I am with all my differences, and now finding the courage to shine my light. In so doing, I have had the chance to connect with kindreds like you who have walked the same path and now shine so bright that they inspire all around them. Thanks for the wisdom and insight and inspiration...you're the best!

Carrie Wachter~Martinez said...

Victoria, this painting is so beautiful...the colors, her downward gaze, the reds and blue sky, the shading in the hair...perfect. Then there are the words, which you have communicated as if you were telling my story...I have spent a lifetime feeling different, hiding my truth, diluting my sparkle, because of fear, the desire to be understood, the need for love. My tarot lifetime archetype is the Hermit (so I'm doomed from the start!). I've learned many theories over the years to explain why I am "different" (introvert, indigo child, psychic sensitivity, empath, etc). Only recently have I finally accepted who I am with all my differences, and now finding the courage to shine my light. In so doing, I have had the chance to connect with kindreds like you who have walked the same path and now shine so bright that they inspire all around them. Thanks for the wisdom and insight and inspiration...you're the best!

Pointy Pix said...

another beautiful portrait full of emotion!

Stephanie Mealor Corder said...

WOW- how do you do that? I feel like you could have been describing me with your words of being different and shy because of it....hiding myself because of it. What an incredible painting to convey such complex feelings. Its funny, but my painting that's been waiting in the wings this week has a similar message, not the my words could ever convey it as wonderfully as yours do!
Thank you as always for sharing the beauty of your world- I am so proud to "know" you!
PPF Hugs,
Stephanie

mirsini's creations said...

I feel connected to this paint! It's so beautiful !!!!!! I can feel her sorrow for i was feeling the same for many years and i still do this!! Even today i did it. I'm hiding from the others, even from my friends, cause i always think that i'm not worthy and i'm starting to afraid the outer world. I'm trying not to forget my song but i don't have always the courage to sing it !! Your words speak to my heart with so much power!!!! From the first time i met you, your words were given me strength and light in my thoughts!!! I'm very very glad i met you Victoria :o))))
Kisses to you lovely Fairy Queen!

Christine said...

oh very dramatic piece. Lovely.

Penny said...

Victoria, Thank you so much for sharing this portion of your heart and spirit with all of us.
The Art is beautiful and the prose inspiring.

Hugs,
Penny

WrightStuff said...

She is stunning and tells the story so well. You weave such magic with your words and art. I felt truly moved. I am so glad that you've found the courage to open yourself to the world sharing your art and emotion! Go girl!!

Faerie Moon Creations said...

Oh Victoria, she is SO beautiful! I can feel her pain and her desire to break free. I can very much relate to feelings of isolation and uncertainty. There is always a light that shines and brings us out of our darkest hours. There will be love and light and peace and joy. Thank you for sharing this absolutely MAGNIFICENT art! :) xoxo Theresa

L~Girl said...

You've touched my heart Victoria!
Such a beautiful post!!!!
Shine on!

Happy Victoria Day!
Lina

kijjet said...

Your painting is beautiful as always. But what I really want to comment on is your wisdom. I have been the girl covered in bark and it does take courage to step into the open. There was a lot of wisdom and love in your words, and it was good for me to read them and remember those times in my life as well. Blessings to you!

Paula - Buenos Aires said...

I´m with you (and her) all the way! :)

Roban Studio said...

Hi Victoria! As always you art is beautiful and inspiring. I'm in awe at much art you create! Happy PPF. :-)

Carola Bartz said...

Victoria - your words flow and they so fit the painting. I am quite intrigued by the entire post. There is a lot in there, and it's hard for me to express this in words (especially in a foreign language for me). So I will just say that your words touched me and that your painting is so beautiful.

Jenny Blair said...

Oh such power in your words and painting. Beautiful beautiful :)
Your words instill the same inspiration as the famous poem "our deepest fear" by Marianne Wiliamson.
Wonderfull :)xx

Her Speak said...

There is such an intensity to your work--you've been able to create such a lush and magical space. :)

So Much Joy,
Molly

Magpie said...

You always inspire with your paintings and you words, but this time you have gone even beyond that! I can so relate to the girl covered in bark...I can see myself as I know others can also see themselves. You've given us the way to shine! The woman in the painting looks almost as if she has become part of the tree, but the bird and the wonderful sunflowers are helping her to break free. Beautiful, thank you!

Anne said...

Beautiful, beautiful painting. And song/story. Thanks so much for sharing this and your feelings with us. I can certainly relate to wanting to fade into the background. I love that the flowers are drawing her out in your painting.

ghdfhgfdfgfgf said...

Everyone's comments are saying what I want to say too, You seem to speak to all of us with your words and art, each hearing what we need to hear! wonderful!

Karen said...

Beautiful paintings and words Victoria :-)

Kiki aka Victoria said...

THANKYOU Everyone!!

YOu have each touched my soul with all your beautiful words and sharings..thankyou for all your amazing comments on this post and sharing your magic here and powerful insights and wisdom as always!
Hugs and sparkles
victoria

SHERI C said...

There is so much emotion in this piece. Love your art. HAPPY PPF!

Jaime Haney aka ArtsyFartsy.Me said...

As I was reading this, I thought wow, this would be a great song and lo and behold it IS song lyrics by you no less! I can just imagine you playing your guitar and singing the melody. Beautiful painting... I love the red Mexican Sunflowers they really pop in this.

Lori Saul said...

A beautiful and evocative painting. I love how you have used the metaphor of "Bark" as a tough outer covering to protect the inner more sensitive self. It is hard to shed the layers and expose our inner workings- love you beautiful words to express this Victoria!

Julie said...

I love this, I really connect with your art and words. So powerful.

Heather said...

I have often felt like the Lady of the Bark. What wonderful words. Thank you for them. I really needed this today.

Emm said...

What a stunning painting Kiki. I love the Mexican sunflowers! On the exterior, I have never been one to hide but in later years, I definitely hide in times of distress. It is everything I can do not to lock myself away when I'm in trauma.

Helen H Trachy said...

Thanks Victoria for your beautiful gifts, your poem and your painting so lively and full of truth. Keep up the spirit,xx

Kenza said...

C'est un réel enchantement!
Très belle semaine

Rosey said...

You create such lovely art work that really speaks volumes and you express yourself with such heart.

Victoria said...

Victoria! always write very well by referring to your beautiful paintings and you're right, sometimes we hide from the world and we need courage, with your text give encouragement and inspiration. A hug for you

priti.lisa said...

My most favoritest painting...again! I know I am not alone in saying how deeply this little bark girl touched me (and the lyrics too) Beyond that and all of the meaning in the picture, the colors really speak to me...throbbing LOVE! I really wish I could see your paintings in real life...
And HOLY COW! Have overmuch fun this weekend, girlfriend ♥♥♥

AlessandraLace said...

great painting. I love it. hugs

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